Our newest guest contributor is Katherine, who is currently living and teaching in China. She also has the unique opportunity to spend time volunteering at a local orphanage. Katherine blogs over at Life of a Pilgrim and although she is not an adoptive mother, she has a unique perspective and invaluable insights into life in China.
The recent post by The Wife of the Pres was right along the lines of thoughts that have been brewing in my heart, and since she had the courage to come out and say it, I wanted to add just a bit more reflection from the China side of things.
When I first came to China (five years ago), the wait for a referral was still quite reasonable. However, things quickly changed. As I loved on kids at the orphanage each week, and prayed for families for each of them, anger was my first response to the slowdown. I firmly believe that there is one greater than and in control of governments and policies, and I pleaded before Him as the ultimate defender of the orphan.
But then a few things changed my heart. And instead of complaining to Him about the situation, I started praising him for the situation. You see, I looked around my orphanage and the majority of the kids I saw were kids with special needs. Almost all of the older kids had a special need. A majority of the kids—old and young—were boys. And suddenly I saw the Great Shepherd nudging His sheep in a direction they had not originally planned to go.
I started to notice two trends. One, more Chinese families adopted healthy babies. In China, this is a big step outside the norm and expected behavior. Chinese families were venturing outside their comfort zone. Special needs kids are less likely to be adopted domestically, likely because there are not the resources and education available here that are available in the States. In most families, both parents need to work in order to provide for the family. The school system is rigorous and those with special needs that impact education often get left behind.
The second trend was more and more American families moving over to the special needs program. Kids—including boys—that in the past may have remained in the orphanage year after year were now being adopted as toddlers.
I don’t think families that are switching over “made a mistake” or “misheard the call” or are “settling” for a child with special needs. Instead, I see a loving Father who knows how big of a step of faith each of us can handle at one time. I moved to China with the intention of staying one year. If the Father had told me, you’re heading over there for six years (or from today’s perspective likely longer), I may have never boarded the plane the first time. It was a big step of faith to come for one year, just like it’s a big step of faith to consider adopting a healthy child internationally. But the fact is, the Father asks us to keep on stepping. The steps that follow the first often are not nearly as difficult, but they sometimes take us further and further away from the road we thought we were going to take.
By increasing the wait time for healthy children, I see the Father nudging people to take steps they perhaps never intended to take, and through that He is pouring out his love on “the least of these.” My encouragement to you today is simply to ask, am I supposed to take one step further? For those of you who expected to adopt a healthy child, are there some special needs you can trust the Father to equip you to handle? Those who are already in the special needs program, is the Father asking you to be open to an even greater range of special needs? To bringing a child into your home that may never be able to leave your home?
As I’ve taken steps of faith, unsure of where they were leading me and the provision that would sustain me, Isaiah 50:10 has been a great comfort to me.
Who among you fears the Lord and obeys the word of his servant? Let him who walks in the dark, who has no light, trust in the name of the Lord and rely on his God.
Here, the Father does not promise to reveal exactly what’s ahead. He doesn’t flip on the light to show you how it’s all going to work out. Instead, He invites us to step onto a dark road, trusting and relying on the all-sufficient One.
Well said. Such an insightful post on not only the adoption process, but also on following our Lord and trusting that He will reveal in His timing. We were one of those families who in 2004, with 3 bio kids, listened to God's call to adopt. Our plan was a healthy white female newborn to adopt domestically. Praise God that was not His plan. We would have missed so much in our little Maimie. After God revealed that our daughter was in China, we signed up for a healthy infant. Little by little He changed our hearts to be willing to accept what He had in mind for us...a waiting child. She is absolutely perfect for our family.
ReplyDeleteNow we are in the process of adopting another waiting child. After several months of paperwork, God has revealed to us that He has a child for us with far greater special needs. Those needs are not the ones we originally marked on our application, but God has lovingly placed on our hearts those specific needs of our new child. The road ahead is still dark, but it sure helps to have His hand to hold along the way...
Blessings,
Monica
This post is so beautifully written! I know that as we've gone down this road we've felt God pulling us just a little further out of our comfort zone with each adoption. We went from our first being NSN, our second with a minor SN, and our third with a pretty scary syndrome. And we believe that we hear God's call for a fourth, we'll see what child He places in our path. I now have your blog on my RSS feed as I am fascinated with your perspective!
ReplyDeleteAll I can say is "Amen!" Thank you for sharing your heart and for following the Father!
ReplyDeleteWow, I just love your perspective on this! I know we're told to give thanks in all things, even when they don't make any sense, and this post makes so much sense to me!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing this...
I very much agree with this post. At the same time, I do not believe that God is calling every family TO switch. I also do not believe that all families who switch to special needs are doing so due to impatience. In fact, I would venture to say that most are not. However, I do believe that SOME are switching due to impatience... just as there are some remaining in the non-special needs line regardless of God's prompting to switch.
ReplyDeleteWhat a sweet post! I'm one of those mommas who I guess wasn't supposed to switch. The verse God gave me while waiting was Isaiah 45:3 "I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, who summons you by name." It gave me a great deal of peace in a very confusing process. It really is all about trying to follow His leading isn't it? I appreciate your thoughts they were heartfelt and tender!
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